Why you shouldn't let the bird out of the cage!!!
tuesday is a doozy.. keep reading
Friday -
waited for tita ann to get off work & ***** came out lookin all glum (his ex wants to get back w/ him, but he doesn't).. so i decided to cheer him up.. unfortunately, our convo was cut short cuz i needed to do some last minute shoppin w/ tita for mar's bday..
Saturday -
party crashed since barely anyone showed up.. fermela & jinky (my partner in crime) were sooo adorable.. OooO and also adrienne's lil sis.. i love kids' parties.. 4-tables worth of food gone down the drain.. we had so much that we even offered the ambulance guys who, for the record, are lookin mighty fine.. tita abbie was tryin to hook up tita ann with one of them.. hahaha.. eduard (my cousin)& i were messin around in the living room cuz we were so bored.. he wanted to go clubbin.. ya right!.. anyway, he farted on my face!.. grrrrr.. ryan, nikki, ian, & marianne just barely met each other; yet w/in a time period of 1 hr, they formed their own hip-hop group & choreographed 4 songs.. they performed for all of us.. sooo cute!.. some of the lab peeps came to hang out, wack the piñata, do a lil otso otso.. was expecting ***** to come so we can finish up the convo, but 9:15pm came & no show.. i guess it's cuz mom, tita alma, tita zeny, tita ann & i were dancin up a literal storm (otso otso, achey breaky, todo todo).. hahah.. rain was pouring hard..
Sunday -
served at the cathedral.. we had a full batallion (omar, tito marc, christine, joel, jose, ryan & me).. as i received the Blood of Christ, fr. b decided to pick on me once again by makin me take the ciboria while i was 1/2-way towards sittin down.. he laughed his butt off.. i rolled my eyes.. hahahha.. from the time of our 1st formal meet and greet, fr. b's parents now tries to find ryan & me so they can joke around w/ us.. what can i say, like father like son (or, is it like fr. like father).. "so michelle, i see u have ur body guard (ryan) with u".. it feels nice to be accepted..
went to barnes & nobles cuz lil tokyo was closed.. told someone not to go to the "forbidden" area, but he went & was glued to the pages of the book.. busted!.. curiosity did kill the cat.. he cried the whole way home out of embarassment
Monday -
nervous galore.. i had a spanish COA w/ genelle.. i was to pretend i'm an addict & she was a good friend tryin to help me out of my addiction.. since i hadn't been there for 2 classes & was unable to meet w/ genelle previously, i was scurred that our convo wouldn't match.. thank the Lord cuz it did.. i'm usually a stutter freak when it came to oral exams & my grades attest to it, but for some reason, i was able to speak more relaxed, i made sense, & it was quite comical.. my profesora's jaw dropped.. she never heard me perfom w/out stuttering nor saw me w/ my normal skin pigment (i usually turn tomato red).. my 1st 100% on oral.. "ur accent is muy perfecto.. both of u should major or minor in spanish".. that's a compliment comin from the infamous "spanish dictator".. stayed for nick & matt's COA.. "ur group has been inseparable ever since".. omg! chris mcfoy was supposedly a dance addict for his COA & he actually did some kind of epileptic dance in front of class.. haha.. it was soo funny that some of my classmates had tears in their eyes..
mel was absent for hp300 cuz she was freakin out about her presentation.. so apes, marisa, vicky, fatima & i were foolin around in the back.. the group who was presenting passed out some hershey's hugs & i loudly called out "hey david! u want me to give u a HUG?".. his face glowed bright red!.. i love messin w/ david.. paniz turns around & gives me "the nod".. haha
Tuesday -
initial agenda:
- 1130 dentist appt
- grocery
- 245 pick up ryan, sasha & chris
- 400 pick up joshua
- 630 meet mel to help her w/ her powerpoint
what actually happened:
1130 drove to dr's office only to find out my appt was cancelled.. had some free time (not really, just tryin to avoid hw) so i decided to go to *****'s new place cuz i promised him i'll check it out SOMEDAY.. kill 2 birds w/ 1 stone: keep my promise & listen to his probs.. i finally found it after several knocks on ppl's doors.. i was shocked as a 1/2-naked girl opened the door!.. calmly, i asked for *****, he raised his head up, saw me & turned red.. i was embarassed for interruptin whatever they had goin on, so i politely excused myself w/ a "just wanted to say hi cousin" to the girl & ran to my car.. wrote a note:
hey *****!
i just dropped by because i felt badly when i left and u needed to talk.. thought u needed a friend.. glad u found one.
God bless!
michelle
i kept erasing the last line "glad.." cuz i know it might get me into trouble.. but decided to keep it.. i placed it on the dashboard of his car.. went on w/ my list of duties, but couldn't stop thinkin bout what happened earlier..
drove to school & for some odd reason, stopped in front of gate #3.. it was tito ning! he gave me the biggest smile & i gave him the biggest kiss.. he gave me the siopao that tita connie packed for me.. aww, she's so thoughtful.. he explained how tita connie stopped preparing my lunch when she found out i don't stop by & chat w/ tito anymore (cuz of my sched).. but that day, tita packed my lunch & it was God-send that the voice in my head said to stop at gate #3.. it's nice to have my real uncles work here.. met up w/ the ever-so-late mel in front of leavey.. she thought we were gonna work on the pwrpnt but i surprised her by finishin it up.. headed towards starbucks since we had 2 hrs to kill.. reversed the car cuz mel saw "the nice gate guy".. ends up that the guy was my dad.. haha.. introduced her & went on our way.. as usual, our convo comprised of the phrases "i hate boys" and "i don't know what to do with my life".. i was so glad she was there cuz i needed to vent about what happened that morning.. so i did & felt sooo much better.. thanks mel.. dropped her off to her car so the serial kinapper can get her.. jk.. i was so overprotective that i drove along side as she walked on the dark sidewalk..
picked up tita ann.. saw ***** walk out so i pretended to be sleepin in the car to avoid talkin to him.. 845pm went inside to tell tita ann that i was ready to go home.. said my usual loud hello's, passed by ***** (he was soo quiet & it looked like somethin was botherin him).. i asked why no one showed for the party & tita ann was like "because they're all indians" (meaning = person who breaks a commitment & doesn't show).. and i started singing "indian pana, ka kana kana.. tatlong betlog ka kalug kalug".. crackin up.. haha..
didn't expect it but ***** pulled me outside w/ a "i need to clarify a couple of things".. oh crud! the talk.. no matter how many times i rehearsed the "i'm not ur girlfriend so u don't have to explain anythin nor feel like u cheated on me" it never came out.. he just could not look me in the eye.. yikes! the discomfort & stuttering.. but he explained how the ex came 15 min before i came & she said she was just goin to prepare breakfast for him & he was doin nothin but gettin his rest.. initially he thought he was dreamin cuz he knows i would not visit a guy's house by myself.. but reality was confirmed by my note.. i almost slugged myself for leavin it there in the first place.. then he asked the meanin of the last line cuz he assumes that there was a hint of jealousy.. so i made up a BS of an answer "well, i was worried that you were not able to express all ur sadness but i was glad that u found someone from a pool of FRIENDS to vent to".. he looked disappointed.. "it's just" stutter stutter.. omg! he came out w/ it.. "look, this whole morning was just awkward.. i didn't want u to think that.. (stutter stutter) well what i'm trying to say is (stutter stutter).. (deep breath) i've fallen in love w/ u.. i tried to supress my feelings for you.. God knows i've tried.. cuz i know school's first" actually, God, family, then school "ok, u fix the order of priority.. but what i'm trying to say is that i like u a lot.. i'm not head-over-heels in love, but i like u" .. omg! all i could do was thank him and remind him not to totally cross me off his list just because i wasn't interested (by the way, i kinda am).. and that if we were meant to be, God will fix things and let it happen.. he explained how it wasn't because of ate sarah's coaxing or tita nenette's advertisement to me, but when he first saw me after many many years, he was taken by me (my presence, personality, and believe it or not cuz i sure don't, my looks).. ok ok.. ppl who know me understand that all this makes me soooo uncomfy.. i looked at him, touched his cheek.. poor guy.. he just poured out his heart only to be torn.. i felt the pain.. "well ***** thank you for being honest with me.. don't think i don't appreciate it because i do.. it takes a lot for someone to say what u've said.. thank you".. imagine if i had told him of my feelings.. he might have been less hurt, maybe even happy.. but i can't.. i need to hold up my boundary.. no matter how much i want it, i don't want to shake things up.. bleh!
Mel's Away Message
"if you are consistently scratching your ass and pooping out worms, i suggest you go get checked out by the doctor." EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!! compliments of Prof. Sislam:-X
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Why you shouldn't let the bird out of the cage!!!
tuesday is a doozy.. keep reading
Friday -
waited for tita ann to get off work & ***** came out lookin all glum (his ex wants to get back w/ him, but he doesn't).. so i decided to cheer him up.. unfortunately, our convo was cut short cuz i needed to do some last minute shoppin w/ tita for mar's bday..
Saturday -
party crashed since barely anyone showed up.. fermela & jinky (my partner in crime) were sooo adorable.. OooO and also adrienne's lil sis.. i love kids' parties.. 4-tables worth of food gone down the drain.. we had so much that we even offered the ambulance guys who, for the record, are lookin mighty fine.. tita abbie was tryin to hook up tita ann with one of them.. hahaha.. eduard (my cousin)& i were messin around in the living room cuz we were so bored.. he wanted to go clubbin.. ya right!.. anyway, he farted on my face!.. grrrrr.. ryan, nikki, ian, & marianne just barely met each other; yet w/in a time period of 1 hr, they formed their own hip-hop group & choreographed 4 songs.. they performed for all of us.. sooo cute!.. some of the lab peeps came to hang out, wack the piñata, do a lil otso otso.. was expecting ***** to come so we can finish up the convo, but 9:15pm came & no show.. i guess it's cuz mom, tita alma, tita zeny, tita ann & i were dancin up a literal storm (otso otso, achey breaky, todo todo).. hahah.. rain was pouring hard..
Sunday -
served at the cathedral.. we had a full batallion (omar, tito marc, christine, joel, jose, ryan & me).. as i received the Blood of Christ, fr. b decided to pick on me once again by makin me take the ciboria while i was 1/2-way towards sittin down.. he laughed his butt off.. i rolled my eyes.. hahahha.. from the time of our 1st formal meet and greet, fr. b's parents now tries to find ryan & me so they can joke around w/ us.. what can i say, like father like son (or, is it like fr. like father).. "so michelle, i see u have ur body guard (ryan) with u".. it feels nice to be accepted..
went to barnes & nobles cuz lil tokyo was closed.. told someone not to go to the "forbidden" area, but he went & was glued to the pages of the book.. busted!.. curiosity did kill the cat.. he cried the whole way home out of embarassment
Monday -
nervous galore.. i had a spanish COA w/ genelle.. i was to pretend i'm an addict & she was a good friend tryin to help me out of my addiction.. since i hadn't been there for 2 classes & was unable to meet w/ genelle previously, i was scurred that our convo wouldn't match.. thank the Lord cuz it did.. i'm usually a stutter freak when it came to oral exams & my grades attest to it, but for some reason, i was able to speak more relaxed, i made sense, & it was quite comical.. my profesora's jaw dropped.. she never heard me perfom w/out stuttering nor saw me w/ my normal skin pigment (i usually turn tomato red).. my 1st 100% on oral.. "ur accent is muy perfecto.. both of u should major or minor in spanish".. that's a compliment comin from the infamous "spanish dictator".. stayed for nick & matt's COA.. "ur group has been inseparable ever since".. omg! chris mcfoy was supposedly a dance addict for his COA & he actually did some kind of epileptic dance in front of class.. haha.. it was soo funny that some of my classmates had tears in their eyes..
mel was absent for hp300 cuz she was freakin out about her presentation.. so apes, marisa, vicky, fatima & i were foolin around in the back.. the group who was presenting passed out some hershey's hugs & i loudly called out "hey david! u want me to give u a HUG?".. his face glowed bright red!.. i love messin w/ david.. paniz turns around & gives me "the nod".. haha
Tuesday -
initial agenda:
- 1130 dentist appt
- grocery
- 245 pick up ryan, sasha & chris
- 400 pick up joshua
- 630 meet mel to help her w/ her powerpoint
what actually happened:
1130 drove to dr's office only to find out my appt was cancelled.. had some free time (not really, just tryin to avoid hw) so i decided to go to *****'s new place cuz i promised him i'll check it out SOMEDAY.. kill 2 birds w/ 1 stone: keep my promise & listen to his probs.. i finally found it after several knocks on ppl's doors.. i was shocked as a 1/2-naked girl opened the door!.. calmly, i asked for *****, he raised his head up, saw me & turned red.. i was embarassed for interruptin whatever they had goin on, so i politely excused myself w/ a "just wanted to say hi cousin" to the girl & ran to my car.. wrote a note:
hey *****!
i just dropped by because i felt badly when i left and u needed to talk.. thought u needed a friend.. glad u found one.
God bless!
michelle
i kept erasing the last line "glad.." cuz i know it might get me into trouble.. but decided to keep it.. i placed it on the dashboard of his car.. went on w/ my list of duties, but couldn't stop thinkin bout what happened earlier..
drove to school & for some odd reason, stopped in front of gate #3.. it was tito ning! he gave me the biggest smile & i gave him the biggest kiss.. he gave me the siopao that tita connie packed for me.. aww, she's so thoughtful.. he explained how tita connie stopped preparing my lunch when she found out i don't stop by & chat w/ tito anymore (cuz of my sched).. but that day, tita packed my lunch & it was God-send that the voice in my head said to stop at gate #3.. it's nice to have my real uncles work here.. met up w/ the ever-so-late mel in front of leavey.. she thought we were gonna work on the pwrpnt but i surprised her by finishin it up.. headed towards starbucks since we had 2 hrs to kill.. reversed the car cuz mel saw "the nice gate guy".. ends up that the guy was my dad.. haha.. introduced her & went on our way.. as usual, our convo comprised of the phrases "i hate boys" and "i don't know what to do with my life".. i was so glad she was there cuz i needed to vent about what happened that morning.. so i did & felt sooo much better.. thanks mel.. dropped her off to her car so the serial kinapper can get her.. jk.. i was so overprotective that i drove along side as she walked on the dark sidewalk..
picked up tita ann.. saw ***** walk out so i pretended to be sleepin in the car to avoid talkin to him.. 845pm went inside to tell tita ann that i was ready to go home.. said my usual loud hello's, passed by ***** (he was soo quiet & it looked like somethin was botherin him).. i asked why no one showed for the party & tita ann was like "because they're all indians" (meaning = person who breaks a commitment & doesn't show).. and i started singing "indian pana, ka kana kana.. tatlong betlog ka kalug kalug".. crackin up.. haha..
didn't expect it but ***** pulled me outside w/ a "i need to clarify a couple of things".. oh crud! the talk.. no matter how many times i rehearsed the "i'm not ur girlfriend so u don't have to explain anythin nor feel like u cheated on me" it never came out.. he just could not look me in the eye.. yikes! the discomfort & stuttering.. but he explained how the ex came 15 min before i came & she said she was just goin to prepare breakfast for him & he was doin nothin but gettin his rest.. initially he thought he was dreamin cuz he knows i would not visit a guy's house by myself.. but reality was confirmed by my note.. i almost slugged myself for leavin it there in the first place.. then he asked the meanin of the last line cuz he assumes that there was a hint of jealousy.. so i made up a BS of an answer "well, i was worried that you were not able to express all ur sadness but i was glad that u found someone from a pool of FRIENDS to vent to".. he looked disappointed.. "it's just" stutter stutter.. omg! he came out w/ it.. "look, this whole morning was just awkward.. i didn't want u to think that.. (stutter stutter) well what i'm trying to say is (stutter stutter).. (deep breath) i've fallen in love w/ u.. i tried to supress my feelings for you.. God knows i've tried.. cuz i know school's first" actually, God, family, then school "ok, u fix the order of priority.. but what i'm trying to say is that i like u a lot.. i'm not head-over-heels in love, but i like u" .. omg! all i could do was thank him and remind him not to totally cross me off his list just because i wasn't interested (by the way, i kinda am).. and that if we were meant to be, God will fix things and let it happen.. he explained how it wasn't because of ate sarah's coaxing or tita nenette's advertisement to me, but when he first saw me after many many years, he was taken by me (my presence, personality, and believe it or not cuz i sure don't, my looks).. ok ok.. ppl who know me understand that all this makes me soooo uncomfy.. i looked at him, touched his cheek.. poor guy.. he just poured out his heart only to be torn.. i felt the pain.. "well ***** thank you for being honest with me.. don't think i don't appreciate it because i do.. it takes a lot for someone to say what u've said.. thank you".. imagine if i had told him of my feelings.. he might have been less hurt, maybe even happy.. but i can't.. i need to hold up my boundary.. no matter how much i want it, i don't want to shake things up.. bleh!
Mel's Away Message
"if you are consistently scratching your ass and pooping out worms, i suggest you go get checked out by the doctor." EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!! compliments of Prof. Sislam:-X